Hey everybody,

I have some sad news.I was informed yesterday that gay adult star Caleb Carter has passed away this past weekend. He committed suicide by hanging himself in side his San Diego apartment on Friday February 20th. He was only 28.

I've found out that he was manically depressed and he was struggling with alcohol abuse and medication . I met Caleb for the first time a few years ago in San Diego during a Gay Pride Festival . I was the Spokes model for http://www.justusboys.com/ during that time and was at their booth to sign autographs for fans . He walked up introduced himself and hung out with us all day . We kept running into each other here and there mostly during industry events . The last time I saw him was on November 19th at the Vista Theater in Silverlake,CA for the premiere of a documentary about porn stars called "Everything you wanted to know about Gay Porn Stars (but were afraid to ask)" by John Roecker. We smoked a cigarette and chatted a bit outside the theater before the premiere. Who would've thought that was gonna be the last time we see each other . Although he was never a close friend he was always very funny and polite everytime I saw him and thats how I'm gonna remember him.

I hope your in a better place ! A place where happiness and laughter will be on your side and in your heart at all times!

My thoughts go out to his family and friends .

Till we meet again

RIP Benjamin aka Caleb Carter